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I dont know. I wouldnt say I'm depressed or anything. I find myself laughing a lot with friends. No overwhelm feeling of sadness or anything. but I just feel so BORED. Doing things I would normally do for fun sound boring. I dont even have the motivation to start a new show or movie. Same with things I would normally do to improve myself, just cant be arsed.
The only thing that gets my goat lately is extreme risk/adrenaline dumps. Like going very very fast in a car or on a bike. At high speed its like my mind suddenly WAKES UP again and I feel alive. I'm a pretty good driver/rider but it doesnt take a genius to know this will end badly given a long enough time.
I've been depressed before but never just flat out bored@life
The only thing that gets my goat lately is extreme risk/adrenaline dumps. Like going very very fast in a car or on a bike. At high speed its like my mind suddenly WAKES UP again and I feel alive. I'm a pretty good driver/rider but it doesnt take a genius to know this will end badly given a long enough time.
I've been depressed before but never just flat out bored@life