Sometimes I think that with some of the jobs I had. I am sure that will pop into my head for being a CO I get it. You guys are starting to seriously get me worried. I think I should be fine though, the biggest issue I am worried about is my coworkers and being treated as an employee honestly. But really, unless I am picking up friends bodyparts and having guys regularly try to kill me, it can't be worse than Iraq was. (90% of Iraq wasn't that bad IMO, very interesting being a Marine grunt, usually not too boring. But it's that 10% of the time that is the reality check)