Ann Quin said:A chrysalis heart formed on the water’s surface, away from the hard-polished pebbles, sand-blowing and elongated shadows [...] Be given to, the sliding of water, to forget, be forgotten; premature thoughts – predetermined action. In a moment fixed between one wave and the next, the outline of what might be ahead. On your back, staring into space, becoming part of the sky, a speckled bird’s breast that opened at the slightest notion on your part. But the hands, remember the hands that pulled your legs, that doubled you up, and dragged you down? Surprised at non-resistance. Voices that called, creating confusion. Cells tighter than shells, you spinning into spirals, quick-silver, thrashing the water, making stars scatter. Narcissus above, staring at a shadow-bat spreading out, finally disappearing into the very centre of the ocean. They were always there waiting by the edge, behind them the cliffs extended. Your head disembodied, bouncing above the separate force of arms and legs, rhythmical, the glorious sensation of weightlessness, moon-controlled, and far below your heart went in exploring, no matter how many years came between, nor how many people were thrust into focus. (Berg, 140-141)
There was not much that was ahead of him/
And there was nothing in the town below.../
Where strangers would have shut the many doors/
That many friends had opened long ago/
A Grief Observed and Till We Have Faces are haunting, yet beautiful. People tend to dismiss them because of the author's religion, but dude, he had some stuff to say about suffering.CS Lewis on his wife dying:
A Grief Observed and Till We Have Faces are haunting, yet beautiful. People tend to dismiss them because of the author's religion, but dude, he had some stuff to say about suffering.
That book was written four years after Till We Have Faces.I love Till We Have Faces. I need to read Grief Observed entirely
That book was written four years after Till We Have Faces.
it’s heavier, and sometime brutal. But worth it. Even TS Elliot pushed for the book to be published
It would be nice to actually tell us who is speaking"Nothing is over! Nothing! You just don't turn it off! It wasn't my war! You asked me, I didn't ask you! And I did what I had to do to win! But somebody wouldn't let us win! And I come back to the world and I see all those maggots at the airport, protesting me, spitting. Calling me baby killer and all kinds of vile crap! Who are they to protest me, huh? Who are they? Unless they've been me and been there and know what the hell they're yelling about!"
I heard that and it made me cry a little
Ever read any GK Chesterton?
Orthodoxy was great. Small book… but the way he crafts a thought onto page - it’s impressive.
Tried reading The Everlasting Man, but it was a bit too arcane for me. I need a bit more background before trying that one again.