Oh, and just to give you more insight….
I'm 33, 5'7'' I was went through a pretty horrific trauma when I was 14 and started to pack on the pounds. Before then I had a pretty normal relationship with food and was an average weight. I was using sugar as a coping mechanism and it turned into an addiction. I didn't realize it at the time as I was only 14 and I don't think I really thought about it. At 14 I was around 135-40 pounds. When I graduated high school I was 250 pounds. I graduated from college 300 pounds. I eventually landed at 368 pounds at my biggest. I finally hit my rock bottom and drove head on into changing my life at 28. I started exercising ton, eating clean, cutting my calories….and I lost over 200 pounds from my biggest to lightest. However I still haven't triumphed over my sugar addiction. Since losing the weight I seem to bounce back and forth from 145-200. I go down when I cut sugar out completely. I go up when I bring it back. I want to be healthy and free. I truly do. Especially since my next dream in life is to have a baby….but I can't if I don't figure this out. Thanks for listening.