When I think crushes, its a scenario where you don't do anything about it. For me I am not at that point, I always do something about it. I get turned down alot but I shoot the ball alot so it works out a decent amount of time. Getting new women is definitely a drug. Even if its just their number and it doesn't progress for whatever reason. What a thrill to see a beautiful women and then at some point in the near future getting to have sex with her.
I was out with friends a few nights ago at a bar, was chatting with an Indian and a white girl, both really pretty. They were both recent lawyers, 24 and 25, and unemployed. I'm 47. It seemed to be going well with the indian until the club closed and they didn't show up at the next place we were going, rejected. Oh well.
Last weekend I was out with the same friends and ended up getting a number from one of the girls in our group. This tall blond nurse. Super sexy women, she was mid 30s. Not sure if I'm gonna pursue. I'm sorta seeing this Mexican women who I like alot and dont want to ruin that.
But if the nurse throws herself at me, well we will see. Been texting a little. I kinda want to see if the nurse asks me out.
And the other I have going now, a redhead early 30s. Met her at my local bar about a month ago. Chatted her and her friend up, got her number on a napkin. Yes that still happens. Same with the nurse, if she throws it my way, we will see.