Yes man as a flyweight/bantumweight (originally featherweight) myself there was literally no hope of getting anywhere near the UFC until the WEC got bought (and I would have loved to make it to the wec) but the UFC is obviously always the main goal
But yeah it tainted my interest in actually persuing anything more than 4 Ametuer mma bouts and a shit ton of kickboxing as a teen
At 5’3 125-145 to HAVE to know how to fight is almost a prerequisite to existing because it makes you a target (I had a dude hit me in the nuts on the bus and I picked up my violin case and bashed him in the head with it specifically with the hinges side on purpose) when I was like 10 and my dad was like…yeah you’re doing boxing and BJJ…turned out to be a natural which was really cool and then I bullied all the bullies
I was serious about fighting until I got cheated on and she got pregnant AND she was one of my BJJ coaches daughters so that ruined a near familial relationship I had with my gym of over 10 years. By the time I was 22 I left the gym and hated everything about the gym and the sport. And then my back started to hurt and I developed hemmeroids (check out my hemmeroid removal surgery thread I recently made because I’m planning on a BJJ comeback at 32) lol

finally got rid of them
But I had to leave the state I lived in and everything
She was a couple weeks pregnant, didn’t know, and fuckin participated in a Muay Thai smoker where she took a bunch of body kicks. I also told her if we ever sparred again I was gonna kick her in the head like she was a man…and that’s when I knew I had to leave…and I cornered this girl in her mma debut too. The kid is like 12 and can barely speak English.
Still mad. The gym I plan on going too is thankfully thousands of miles away from those people and has nothing to do with jinx