Saw a thread in the grappling forum about the amount Of Veterans that are killing themselves daily. and though I was one of those kids that was kinda brainwashed by GI JOE, Chuck Norris, and the whole Rambo, Commando thing. And eagerly Joined and Asked for the Infantry. I know that wars fought by generally poor schmoes is unnatural...and I know that might come off as odd (for lack of a better term.) Though I'm pro military...I hate war. I use to think that since human history is one violent episode after another that conflict, war, killing is normal. But I think with guys that actually go fight wars(ground combat) from The Romans to modern day conflicts that actually see the blood, and guts, and brains, and burnt up corpses...it's not "natural". And by natural I mean I don't think the good lord meant for the human brain/psyche to see other humans mutilated in such grotesque fashions and its obviously hard for even "tough guys" to process and live the rest of their lives with the images seared into their memories.. am I off I with this POV? feel free to chime in with what ever else is considered "normal" but shouldn't be in your opinion.