When I was young and single I was in love with this girl and she rejected me. She was very nice about it, but of course it was still painful. Fast forward many years and I find her online online. I check her profile and she looks even better than she did back then, and is married to a super successful guy that makes way more money than me, and is probably a better human being as well. So of course I feel like shit because it appears as if she made the right choice by rejecting me, because her life looks perfect. Well fast forward again, now it turns out that the husband was a habitual cheater and jerk and they got divorced. Now she has to raise a bunch of small kids by herself, and has been contacting me a lot, kinda exploring whether I'm available and still interested. I'm neither. Now this girl has never been anything but nice to me, and I once had very strong feelings for her, and yet... I can't help it, man, I've been smiling all day. Just the feeling of knowing that she actually made the wrong choice and knowing full well that she realizes it now brings me so much happiness, even though she's suffering. I really do feel bad for her, but at the same time, I feel good about myself. Do you guys think this is normal or am I a psychopath?