You are learning lifes most valuable lesson.
Something can be hard and you might not want to do it, but if you persevere and just keep turning up you get a reward a hundred fold greater than anything fleeting.
This is a test of your character.
What kind of Man do you want to be?
Seeing as I'm a girl I don't think I'd want to be any kind of man But in all seriousness I get what you're saying.