Does anybody know what's the story here? his fb post "It hurts when you have someone you considered your brother turn his back on you like you don't exist. To think I would have died for him in churns inside of me wanting to go into his turf and take his soul! It doesn't matter that he is a high up Yakuza because this situation is not between Enson and a Yakuza. It's a problem between two brothers. I've been lied to, taken advantage of, and even been promised his life. I've heard many excuses of being in prison, busy with work, and I've given him his space. Recently I have seen on Facebook that he has been going to fireworks shows, festivals, attending birthday parties, and even come into Tokyo with no call or contact. The mixture of disappointment, anger, and betrayal boils my blood. The simple fact that he seems to be out and about and posts his movements on FB without bothering to contact me feels like he slapped me in the face. I'm fighting my instinct on what my heart is wanting to do. Death is not scary, the moment you believe in your heart that you are going to die until the moment you actually die is the real terror. "