i think i prefer to keep a safe but friendly distance from my instructor.
at my last school where i was doing judo i developed a very strong bond with my instructor and my training partners (there were only 5-6 of us). we'd go out with him after training, he pushed us brutally hard but it was all out of love. it was an amazing time. then he found out i was gay (which i never hid, but there was a language barrier, and while all the guys knew and we'd all joke around about it, it never really came up with him directly). within a week or two things went to shit. on good days he simply ignored me. on the bad days he was cruel and berating. when i was doing well in sparring and beating guys, he'd just stop the fighting with this look of disgust and make me sit on the sidelines, and then chastise anyone i beat saying, literally, "you let him beat you?!?" on days when i was losing, he'd do the same thing but with this air of "of course you suck." it was heartbreaking. it wasn't just that he hurt my feelings by acting like an idiot, it was ... the disappointment. it's just hard when someone you really look up to turns out like that.
eventually i refused to tolerate the bs anymore and left, but i really missed my training partners. we had a tight knit group. they were like my brothers. i miss them but i'm better off where i'm at now, and my training has progressed markedly.
long story short: being tight with your partners and instructor can be an amazing experience and a boon to your training. but there's a flip side: if something goes wrong, the resulting drama can be a death blow. frankly, the art is too important to me to risk switching schools again. my current instructor is very friendly and approachable. he's tight with some of the guys in the school, but not all. but he treats everyone equally, and is just a pleasure to be around. honestly, after my last go-around, i think it's much better this way. overall i think it's a much more level and balanced approach. it is for me anyway.
i think i prefer to keep a safe but friendly distance from my instructor.
at my last school where i was doing judo i developed a very strong bond with my instructor and my training partners (there were only 5-6 of us). we'd go out with him after training, he pushed us brutally hard but it was all out of love. it was an amazing time. then he found out i was gay (which i never hid, but there was a language barrier, and while all the guys knew and we'd all joke around about it, it never really came up with him directly). within a week or two things went to shit. on good days he simply ignored me. on the bad days he was cruel and berating. when i was doing well in sparring and beating guys, he'd just stop the fighting with this look of disgust and make me sit on the sidelines, and then chastise anyone i beat saying, literally, "you let him beat you?!?" on days when i was losing, he'd do the same thing but with this air of "of course you suck." it was heartbreaking. it wasn't just that he hurt my feelings by acting like an idiot, it was ... the disappointment. it's just hard when someone you really look up to turns out like that.
eventually i refused to tolerate the bs anymore and left, but i really missed my training partners. we had a tight knit group. they were like my brothers. i miss them but i'm better off where i'm at now, and my training has progressed markedly.
long story short: being tight with your partners and instructor can be an amazing experience and a boon to your training. but there's a flip side: if something goes wrong, the resulting drama can be a death blow. frankly, the art is too important to me to risk switching schools again. my current instructor is very friendly and approachable. he's tight with some of the guys in the school, but not all. but he treats everyone equally, and is just a pleasure to be around. honestly, after my last go-around, i think it's much better this way. overall i think it's a much more level and balanced approach. it is for me anyway.
Oh man, that's rough. If your training partners were fine with it how could your instructor not be? What a jerk. Unfortunately that is the downside of being very close with someone--if you do have a disagreement or misunderstanding, the fallout can be much worse.
Personally I kind of treat my BJJ instructor like I would treat my boss at work. Respectful and with a clear sense that he's senior to me, and knowing that too close of a relationship would be inappropriate because it could lead to favoritism or drama. Even though I'm paying him and not the other way around.