PhantomNugget**
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How did you marry her lol........
Was a tough decision man, no doubt. But I did love her, and wasn't absolutely positive she had cheated on me. And you can't call off a fucking wedding last minute, and expect to go back to just dating, or anything. It would have been OVER. For good.
Idk, went through some hell with her, but also had some really great times.
Oh and did I mention I got deployed (with only 8 hours notice) to Kuwait in January of 03 (right before the war started)? It was just a couple weeks after we got married. That also was a factor in staying married as long as we did. If I hadn't gotten deployed, we probably would've divorced in like one month.
And holy shit I went through hell over there, mentally. I worked on aircraft, wasn't a soldier or anything, but was 30 km from the Iraqi border, and when it started officially, they started shooting missiles at us, and I really didn't know if I was gonna be dead at any time. We were so close to the border than EVERY time they picked up an enemy missile launch on radar, we had to take cover. So for 3 solid weeks we all lived in full MOPP 4 chem gear, and had to take cover every fucking 15 minutes...all day and night. Couldn't shower, couldn't sleep, it sucked.
Anyway, just imagine what I pictured her doing while I was over there. In my mind, dude was gorilla fucking my wife and laughing. And I'm sweatin my sack off in chem gear wondering if I'm 'bout to be blown up. lol I had headphones and listened to nothing but System of a Down during that period, so I stayed pissed off, amped up, and emotionally numb.
Fuck I just rambled a lot. I digress