hah! thanks for sharing bro
I needed to read that. In a sticky situation right now myself. Like you said, the ups are awesome. But the downs, is basically punishment or not 'obeying'. This time it's a bit more scary because it's not the wild kind of crazy I'm used to. it's the subtle more diplomatic crazy of "oh if you dont want to meet anymore it's up to you...by the way I'm traveling tomorrow, last minute... no I dont know when I'll be back". This is after drawing a line, for basically not allowing to have hooks placed into me deeper than it already is.
For one month I played it ultra cool, and deflected everything she threw at me- those subtle taunts, and provocative messages: just so that the instance I respond with emotion- she can hang me and make it all my fault. She's done that before, times.
I gave her another chance, obviously thinking it would be different. Nope, just more of the same in different packaging.
Hah. Glad we got to talk about this. I dont know what kinda fated this, but it's exactly what I need to hear. haha. Crazy coincidence. Cheers bro, thanks.