Mike Tyson was created and brought up to be an animal.A straight up killer. They installed a vicious mindset in a young man who was in incredible physical specimen on top of that. Scary scary dude - and Old Mike hates that dude, he doeasnt love or feel pride in anything he did back then, he's watching his carreer with shame almost.
He was all about ego, about being the gratest, the strongest, the biggest - a god, more then a man. Now he justs wants peace and be a kind person.
But he knows he is made to kill, to destroy, to obliterate other humans with bare hands, and he knows if he does it in training only it will all came back. That violence, that "i wanna eat your children" mentality. That was not fake, that was him.
He's kinda lika a Vulcan, controls and supresses that side of himself cause he knows he is not ordinary, not like other people. It would consume and destroy him and his life. He was a rapist, violence embodied.
He was not in there to outbox you. He was there to hurt you. Every punch thrown with bad intentions. And he had mad skilz. Obssesd with boxing and tehnique. Perfect storm.
But with years he started to hate that madman, that violent savage, he wanted love, kindness, family and piece. Not being in prison, psych wards and a wild fornicator.
I wish him all the best and hopes he finds peace he is looking for.