I agree with what Jordan Peterson said about suicide, depression, antidepressants and ECT. I've tried both antidepressants and ECT. And they worked wonderfully. I'm not suicidal or even depressed anymore. But I have to keep taking my meds so it would keep me afloat from drowning in depression again. I would definitely recommend ECT if you are deeply depressed and intensely suicidal, it worked for me in coming out of it. It's not a guarantee, but death is final and there is no turning back. Might as well try all avenues. You only have one life. So why not make the most of it while your alive.