- Joined
- Jan 25, 2007
- Messages
- 8,532
- Reaction score
- 5,772
I have to change my job, it's dragging me down
I'm constantly pissed off and in a bad mood these days, I don't even know what it's like to have a laugh any more
My job is physically demanding, involves a lot of driving and is time critical, so I view my job similarly to a videogame, in that it can be stressful, it can be hard on the body, but it can also be fun. Problem is that I've played the same game for four years, been working in the same area for eleven, and my pay, whilst manageable, isn't going to shoot up by itself. I need to level up.
My real issue is that I am surrounded by negativity. My mother, for example, smiles and laughs, but she works so hard for so little, that she is running herself into a grave. She takes immense pride in her standards, but her numerous issues outside of it never get solved.
My partner? Same thing, although she has the options of making her life better, and doing things with me, but she never does. Again, depressed, complains for hours, with the same issues, every day.
See, I complain too, but I like to go out, see new places and experience new things. I don't do it often enough, and without doing so, it's just nothing but misery and bitching. It's about balance, but between the Covid shit, and other shit, that balance has tilted in the favour of misery. It needs to change. Life cannot just be about being miserable at work, going home and doing naff all else. Social clubs, sports clubs etc, will be a priority when I move this year. I'd also like a garage, as I'd like to start riding motorbikes. The holiday? I'm daunted by the unknowns caused by Covid, but it has to be done.
A commercial driving license is a great investment these days. If you’re also thinking of moving this pretty much guarantees you a job in your new city as well, as there are shortages everywhere.
I'm hoping so. I was put off years ago because the pay was poor, but I've heard that it's jumped up by thousands due to the shortage. It's just the thought of spending all that cash on training...