ASSUMING WE ARE NOT SPAZZES. I know how everyone feels about noobs coming in, spazzing and injuring everyone in their path. Alot of the threads are always how a noob white belt feels their first few weeks/months of training. And it is always encouraging to hear, "just keep going, have fun", "you are gonna feel like a tool, it takes time" etc. etc... But I left the mat last night wondering what the high whites and blues I rolled with think (not that what someone else thinks matters but I am just curious about how humble, non spaz noobs are perceived). Are they thinking, "man what a wuss" or "I am glad that's not me anymore" or "I see no improvement in this guy and its been months, wtf?" or "damn, in another year he is gonna destroy me" or "let me work on my own game and I could care less who I am fighting"