Thing with me is that, I am smart and I'm self smarted basically, by myself. Basically from nature and smokin' drugs and doin' different things I was self uhh...self learned myself. And that's the whole difference I guess, is that I don't need the books, the schooling type things. I just get everything on my own. Because of that, I'm alive now. I mean, if I read more books or tried to go into collage or doin' things like that, I'd be dead right now, because people say books are for to make you smarter but they can also be for to get you dead. Which is what could happen to me! My brain doesn't use enough oxygen cause I don't have the whole thing filled with the different stuff. The guards are in here like, read this book, try to get smarter, I'm like, alright I'll pretend to read it but why for you to think I'll get another heart attack. I'll die!