I always regetted not be able to kick the shit out my dad when i was younger. I had a shot when I was 13. I had the size but not the experience. It didn't end well lol.
A year later I became more coordinated, but pancreatic cancer stole my vengeance and for the next decade or so I took it out on everyone else.
It was only through forgiving him was I able to cut him off from influencing my reaction to certain stimuli.
My mother's second husband used to just sucker punch me from time to time but it was never the result of me acting up. I'd get in trouble and he'd rightfully get a chance to hit me but never did. It was just random; walking down the hall after saying good morning or while I was sitting down watching tv type of stuff. He dropped me once and on the way down I hit my head of the frame of my bed, I was so pissed but completely helpless. I always felt like I needed to fight him when I became a man but never did.
Almost like I missed my chance to affirm my manhood. I got over it though.
Damn thats ill.
You guys talk now?
I cut off your mom after she wouldn't stop asking for the D
My mother's second husband used to just sucker punch me from time to time but it was never the result of me acting up. I'd get in trouble and he'd rightfully get a chance to hit me but never did. It was just random; walking down the hall after saying good morning or while I was sitting down watching tv type of stuff. He dropped me once and on the way down I hit my head on the frame of my bed, I was so pissed but completely helpless. I always felt like I needed to fight him when I became a man but never did.
Almost like I missed my chance to affirm my manhood. I got over it though.
Esophagus cancer got him in my early twenties. But we were alright for the most part and he was being a really good father to my little brother and he never hit him, ever.
I see some of his anger in my brother though. It's pretty scary when he goes off because all I see is his father and my blood boils.
It's been like 13 years or so since I talked to my mom. I just don't like her she isn't my kind of person