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I used to be an athlete 15 years ago, I mean top grade athlete - about 5% bodyfat 18" arms. in the gym 2 houra a day 7 days a week. Model aesthetics. After my mom died 10 years ago let myself go. Now I am a fat bastard and dont have the motivation to go to the gym. weird thing is, that I still get girls on the regular but sometimes i look at my body in absolute disgust, i can also feel my health getting worse too. went for a run in the park and I was panting hard after about 3 mins. Anyone else here, was an alpha in there youth and totally fell off and now fat?