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Yeah, cocaine should be called 'more'. I can absolutely understand how people become addicted to feeling that great. To me it felt like winning. Not the Trump kind of winning, but like the 'life's accomplishment/stadium crowd' kind of winning. Every little bump.
It makes so much sense to me why so many athletes blow their post-career fortunes on feel-good drugs, it's the only way they can experience those same feelings. Well, that and the chronic pain.
The real problem with cocaine is that most of what you find is barely cocaine. It's usually heavily cut with baby laxatives and things like that, and I increasingly read how you might be getting a bovine de-worming agent and not cocaine at all. By contrast, a few years ago some friends and I bought cocaine from a dealer who excitedly told me beforehand that he happened to have gotten some "good good stuff" that we could get by paying $40 more for the 8-ball. We reluctantly agreed, and I was very glad we did because it was amazing! After the initial night we bought it for, I kept the remainder for about a month and fondly recall experiences like taking a small bump and going on epic bike rides across town. Every other time I've done that drug before or since it's been mostly a bummer of an experience, and I will probably never ever do it again.
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