Okay, so before I got married I used to move through the weirdest and off kilt circles you can imagine. Why, because the people there saw me for what I am and accepted me. Well, now that I'm single I've started getting invites to those types of "events" and realized one major thing... I don't like orgy's anymore. Waking up this morning I realized that at those things I'm always the one who isn't having fun,and worse yet, made some people feel bad. So at 40, that was the last one for me. Here what I've come to realize: 1: when I picture the festivities it's more like me with a harem, not me, a bunch of women, and some other men, whom apparently don't like women as much as they do me. 2: every conflict at every orgy I've been to involved me, so I'm the asshole. 3: I must be old because I'd rather fuck one woman than several. 4: I like being sober more than high.(I'm still really high) 5: Everyone at these things is really supposed to be bisexual and I'm so not.