i always feel that i completely grasp aspects of jiu jitsu and am able to explain them very well when asked for pointers or when i explain where somebody went wrong. however, i'm not a prodigious competitor. i've won six and lost one in tournaments, but i don't necessarily think i have found my competitive spirit, or whatever you choose to call it. however, i love to corner people at tournaments and have been told that i give very good advice if i corner someone either in training or competitions. i don't know what to think of it. everybody would love to win belts, trophies, and medals but i am not interested in those as much as i am in understanding combat sports as a system. anybody else know how i feel?