Just wondering do you guys ever see yourself becoming a black belt? I mean I bust my ass in the academy, and obssess over bjj all day, but sometimes the thought of being a black belt (for some odd reason) just doesnt appear in my head. I guess its one of those things that I just wont be able to believe untill it finally happens. And if and when it ever does happen, it just seems like it'll be surreal to me.Another thing I wonder about is, if i ever achive the bb, will I be legit? Will I be a good bb, or will it be I got it, because I've trained so long? Do you guys ever have similar thoughts?