I do because I have honor and I like to show compassion ,love , kindness , and benevolence but thus far I've been proven wrong for the most part. I'm thinking the bad out weighs the good. I used to always give benefit of the doubt but now quite frankly I think I'm an idiot door mat with a good heart. From now 1 chance is all. They fuck up. They're out of my life. I'm drunk.