Dedication to my mother: Read my last post please

[irish_thug]

I've got nothing, other than I truly am sorry for your loss.

 

[fbgn]

my mother died of alcoholism and drug addiction when i was a lad

i know your pain

 

[sleepwalk]

Sorry, man.
Your mom sounds like a real nice lady. Keep her in your thoughts and remember her with your deeds and you'll continue her work upon this mortal coil.
Best of luck.

 

[Mike]

TS, I wish I had something to say that would actually help. Losing a parent is terrible to go through. You really loved your mother and had a good relationship with her from the sound of your op, so at least you have that. My condolences.

 

[TeTe]

Sorry to hear it TS. Stay strong.

 

[BustaHimes]

Sorry, man.
Your mom sounds like a real nice lady. Keep her in your thoughts and remember her with your deeds and you'll continue her work upon this mortal coil.
Best of luck.

TS, I wish I had something to say that would actually help. Losing a parent is terrible to go through. You really loved your mother and had a good relationship with her from the sound of your op, so at least you have that. My condolences.

Sorry to hear it TS. Stay strong.

Thank you for the love. It means a lot to me.

 

[BustaHimes]

I write my mom a letter for her
birthdays. Or mothers day. Or
sometimes, just cause...

my last one:

"You occupy a place in my heart
that reminds me to always be more
caring, more loving, more patient,
more faithful and more
understanding... I promise to
always try my best to respect,
protect & listen to this very hidden,
sacred place within myself.

Because sometimes, it's the only
place that makes sense in this life.

I love you mom"

Our everlasting love will permeate
throughout. Never stop loving

I love it man, you write poetry?

 

[FeloniousMonk]

I love it man, you write poetry?

Thanks dude.
I don't know what I write...
But yeah, I write.
I guess you could call some of
it poetry. I just write cause I need to
lots of times...

 

[BustaHimes]

Does it help you stop thinking about neg. thoughts? Relieve stress?

 

[Alpha Omega Man]

Does it help you stop thinking about neg. thoughts? Relieve stress?

yes on both accounts...sorry for your loss...I lost my mother in my 20's...live in the now as much as you can...

 

[HelloJapan]

RIP-Cheryl Himes.

 

[BustaHimes]

RIP-Cheryl Himes.

Thanks my sherbrother

 

[BustaHimes]

my mother died of alcoholism and drug addiction when i was a lad

i know your pain

It is a pain I don't wish anyone else have to share. We will get through this brotha

 

[FeloniousMonk]

Does it help you stop thinking about neg. thoughts? Relieve stress?

None of my thoughts are negative,
imo... My thoughts are just me...
My actions and reactions to them is
what makes them potentially negative.

It certainly helps make a bit of sense
of stressful and frustrating or hopeless
and forlorn thoughts...
I can approach them a bit more freely
if I write them down honestly. It puts
things into perspective and provides
a systematic model of thought.

It helps me understand my emotions
a bit better when reading back on
my writing. I remember in what state
I was, mentally or physically, and it
sheds light on how I respond to such
circumstances when I record my
feelings, or how I may be inspired by
any given event or emotion. How it
transpires and manifests itself, etc...

I only really write when I'm compelled...
if not by any given inspirational or
influential figure or event... then by
problems or issues with myself or
others that can't be solved through
mere verbal communication. Some
things in this world change and others
dont, and such...

Writing, I guess helps me navigate
that dichotomy a bit more cohesively.
It keeps me honest.... I never limit
myself by form..

Though, I must say... when it comes to
death... few more things make me feel
more harmonized with it than praying.
That's just me though... I try not to pray
with any desire or any intention. Similar
to my writing...
I've found, that if you approach it
openly and honestly, as well... it has
the potential to be assuaging. Even if
the probability of it being futile is there.

 

[HelloJapan]

Thanks my sherbrother

Not a problem. Despite the bullshit and infighting that can happen on here at times, we got to watch each others back. Reach out anytime.

 

[GearSolidMetal]

21 is far too young to lose a mother.

40 is far too young for a mother to pass on.

My own mother is 64, and my father just turned 69. I cherish each time I see them as if it could be my last to see either.

 

[These Two Hands]

Requiem aeternam dona ei Domine, et lux perpetua luceat ei: requiescat in pace. Amen.

 

[KONG-D'SNT-TAP]

I feel bad for anyone saddled with a shitty mom.

My mother is one of the greatest ever so it's hard for me to put myself in their shoes.

When you have a great mom nothing tops her really. Mom is always the best. Even dads know this.

 

[SherdogGoat]

RIP. I can feel you brotha, when I lost my dad, it was the worst period of my life.

 

[M3t4tr0n]

I've had a very emotional night tonight, I was looking at pictures of my mother tonight while listening to music that reminded me of her.
It hurt like when it first happened, wishing I could just hug her one time and talk with her like we used to, but knowing it will not happen in my mortal life again.

At 21 years of age, I was at work when I got the call from my father. Rush to the hospital, your mother has fallen ill out of nowhere. When the doc came out with that look, I pushed him out of the way and ran to her room.

I touched her and she felt ice cold and I let out a scream that shook the place. My 40 year old mother, my best friend was no more. I didn't even get one last hug, one last smile, one last kiss or one last chance to tell her I loved her. She died all alone.

Sherdog you were there for me before and I know you will be here for me now.
Help me to dedicate this thread as a way to let her live forever.
RIP forever mom

I'm sorry my friend. I lost my mom in my early 20s also. She's always with you.