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I've had a similar experience with old friends in recent times.Instead of focusing on the negative aspects, which are blatant, obvious and seemingly impossible to ignore, I suppose, you should probably rather try think of any potential positives.
What good has this friend ever done to you? Does he possess some sort of redeeming qualities that keep you from abandoning him? Is the relationship sustained by more than just feelings of guilt?
I had this sort of a "talk" with a guy I know, who got in some trouble with "old friends" (a.k.a pieces of shit). At the end of the conversation he could not recall one single instance when these people did anything good to him, anything friendly to him, always just took something away from him, and tried to use him as much as they could. He cut those people off and life has been a lot better after that for the guy.
Myself, I have very little patience with people outside of my immediate family. But if you're more of a social animal then I suppose you might want to give yourself more of a chance to maintain the relationships that you have, just not at the cost of your own well-being. Do not sacrifice your sanity in order to empathize with the insane, that's only going to lead to a worse path for the both of you.
If you legit start feeling like you want to hurt this person, make him pay for what he has done to you, that's when you definitely need to walk away, because then you're no longer friends, but enemies.
The only way I can really rekindle a friendship with them is if I'm in an advantageous position to them where they feel less than to me. That's the position they felt they were in to me when we were really friends. When they needed a champion of sorts. They could never be the sort of friend I was to them to me because they simply aren't like me. It made me realize what petty cowards they really are.
that whole famous quote, that goes something like, If you want to see what a person is really like then give them power.