Yeah the go fuck yourself was for the couple of people early in the thread that said just get over it and don't feel sorry for yourself. Like that's how depression works, or is at all helpful in any way.
As far as shooting peoples ideas down, I wasn't really trying to do that. I thought I made it clear in this and other threads that I do have pretty severe problems with depression, anxiety and social anxiety.
I appreciate the advice and didn't mean to make it seem like I don't. However I'm probably not going to suddenly just magically have the social skills of a normal person. I never really have.
So the typical advice I get from people of well go out and meet people or go talk to people doesn't really work for me. I get pretty intense anxiety in any social situation where I'm uncomfortable or strangers are involved. That's a large part of why I really have no friends and live like a hermit.
Anyway again I don't mean to sound like a douche or a whiner, I just get severely depressed sometimes and need to vent.
I know it's my life and I have to fix my own problems if they're going to get fixed. Don't really expect anyone to solve them for me. I really did expect to maybe here some similar stories of venting from others since I know my issues are hardly unique, especially on sherdog.
