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Yeah I know what you mean. Took a risk at 31 getting married. That went hilariously bad. Took another risk moving cross country for school, which didn't work due to circumstances beyond my control.
And now Ive just taken another risk moving across country again to an area with more job opportunities. I don't really consider them risks, because in each situation it was realistically the only good option at the time. All you can do is try to line things up and then swing for the fences. As long as you're trying your best, you know?
I know exactly what you mean.
I agree strongly.
When I was 10 years old I felt pretty mature because I had to take care of my mother and the house when my mother was really lost. But by 15-18 I was living the life of a normal to slightly immature late teen. I went to school but wasn't serious about my studies despite being at a huge advantage over my peers and likewise I worked but I never took it seriously.
I really had my personal life sorted by 21 but my self worth was highly tied to my martial arts career but a few injuries later and getting laid off I wasn't even training anymore. I wouldn't call it a personal crisis but I certainly didn't know what the heck I was doing for a few years.
I can say I've very rarely tied my self worth to a woman and I've certainly saved myself a lot of trouble and pain in the process. Outside of my mother that is; but she's taught my a lot about the realities of a male/female relations.
I’ve gone through 3 major changes in my adult life that took me on completely different paths in different parts of the world. I ended up where I was with no plan and was sure I would be set there indefinitely until the first 2 went south and now I’m on my third, which looks to be the best place I’ve been in on a personal and professional level so far. I still dunno where it’s going exactly, but so far, so good.
It’s funny, any plan I’ve ever made never once worked out and my life went in a totally different direction. I just quit trying to make plans and just let the chips fall where they may. Seems to work the best for me.