When i allow myself to think of it, I mean really think about it, it scares me more than anything else i've been scared of.
As i'm now 56yrs old, i imagine i've only got 20yrs maximum to live, barring illness or accidents. The last 10yrs seem like only 3 or 4yrs. Time really does speed up as you age. We've all heard older people say this when we were young but we just shrug it off, but it's true. So we are speeding to death.
I sometimes wonder who will be the first person to find my dead body?
Will my body not be discovered for a few weeks?
When i see those documentaries about death they often show a body or two in the morgue and i think thats where i'll be one day, in one of those little fridges.
Yes it is incredibly scary!
