I was new to Sherdog back then but before the server move (2006?) you could read the whole thread. Basically the guy was reaching for help and apparently trying not to kill himself. http://forums.sherdog.com/forums/f48/dead-members-807691/ <<< at page 3 he is mentioned. It will probably remain urban legend but unlike most threads I really believed the dude was legitimately on the precipice of suicide. Anyone know anything more?