I don't believe that would have changed anything. I've been a sparring partner for Pros for quite some time. When push comes to shove I believe all things happen as they're supposed to. What I shouldn't have done, was wait as long as I did in my life to get where I wanted to be.
But no regrets, given where I am and what I'm doing. The whole day of that fight sucked, one of those days where you knew things weren't going to go your way. I've more than earned respect for my abilities in the Gym. In retrospect, fighting wasn't about validating that, as much as it was knowing what I'm asking of my charges when they step out there. There's a few trainers at Tocco's who have never done that themselves, I didn't want to be one of those.