People that take steroids are worse when they quit not better lol
Lets try to educate you (I think I'm going to be wasting my time but anyway)
Once you leave anabolic steroids your hormones are going to be shit for a while (when exactly that's going to happen will depend on the half life of the drugs you were using). BUT your hormones will eventuallly come back to normal, you can accelerate your recover by using SERMS (like tamoxifen) but even if you don't, your body will recover anyway and when that happens you will still have many of the benefits of the anabolic steroids you used.
Lets use a quick example:
You trained natural for 4 years and brought your power clean to 250 lb
Then you did anabolic steroids for some weeks and your power clean gone up to 350 lb
Then you quit the drugs and your body feels like crap for a while but after you recovered you can still
Power Clean 300 lb
You see, 300 lb is less than 350 lb that you had while on drugs but it's STILL more than you could
do naturally (250 lb). So you made strength gains above of what you could do naturally and you kept a lot of them.
The same applies to muscle mass. You will gain more muscle on drugs than you could naturally and after you leave the drugs you will still have more muscle than you had naturally (but probably it's going to be less than you had during your cycle).
The same probably applies to psychological effects and many other things but I'm done here.
I Hope you learned something