I had the TALK with my wife.
Short story: Sartuday she asked me do you lvoe me (fucking stupid question) I answered yes afetr a bit etc...
Tonight I cam back from work plus training...she talk to me in
Onomatopoeia. So after eating-washing and preparing my stuff in those 45min she didin'T adressed me a single word. So I go see the lady and ask..
what's wrong etc.. she sai you didin't wanna talk, i am feeling you are attracted to the lady @ boxing and not me anymore as they do the same stuff as you
100% TRUE. But I still love my wife and I said to here...you gotta improved what you do, eat to be heatlthy. Look at you're mom (she's 400 pounds and can barely walk ffs)
She came back @ me with precaurious stuff...You don'T clean the table or windows often..
I said i'm sorry to be honest but there is my sentiments right now...she cryed for 5 min... and after that andswered with with some stupid YES that seem more like I don't care...
I honelsty don'T see any future right now and MY MIND is 90% clear that i'll be leaving when I can when fucking lease is done...
But I keep 10% open if she changed by herself... I will always love the person she his..but right now our mutual interests are far ...
So in resume:: My life will be dogshit until I can leave