I enjoy it, but I have come realized I can't hold my alcohol. Got invited to a party a week ago, despite saying I'll lay off the booze (near 5 months), not wanting to be the odd cat that doesn't drink I went in. And being out of it for a long time, it spiraled.
My social circle are pretty much all fighters and recreational grapplers, so we're all naturally very scrapping and its all good, its fun even if it gets kinda cray. Problem was this party.... was not with fighters, and I ended up RNC'ing, blast doubling, and clinch kneeing people. Doubled a dude and thought he'd know how to fall.... dude didn't.
Gotta lay off the alc for good. Kinda realized why the chick a few months back bailed.