oh shit forgot to update my thread. Yeah so i went to the doctor and lucky for me i had gotten heel hooked and popped ligaments in my ankle a few days prior so i got that xrayed too while i was at it!
So my hip is a funny story, well not funny for me but the doctor said he noticed to small bumps of bone on my hip that was probably causing discomfort when i compress my legs (like when getting your guard stacked). So he said it is a developmental issue that doctors have only been aware about the past 5 years and some suggest arthrscopic hip surgery and some say surgery wont help, yeah im fuckin LMAO at that. Whatever im just gonna train until im in a fuckin wheelchair, i dont give a shit. And yeah he also looked at my knee and said it looks like i have a slight tear on the mcl but said it shouldnt be serious i just have to take it easy. And yeah my ankle popped and is swollen so that was an easy one. I could care less about my ankle, i can still do everything its just sore and tender but getting better everyday.
My hip is whatever, i think the dctor is full of shit because he saw bumps on both hips but i only have pain in the left. Either way ill live with it and i think i just gotta take it easy on my knee even though it still fuckin hurts and i roll light. Sorry but this upsets me
i hate skipping training i feel like a loser when i do. My life is jiu jitsu and i feel worthless without it
i mean i work a job and have income but jiu jitsu provides me happiness that no amount of money could ever give me. now im sitting at work battling with myself to go train "light" (which never happens unless i dont roll at all or strictly with white belts) or just go home and be a bum and continue to wait on my knee. Should i demand an MRI because the doctor who did the xray said xray is better and u dont see as much with an mri, which was hard for me to believe. Am i the victim of fuckin cheap ass kaiser!?