No I get it and use cuck in a non literal sense. Like if you give up your possession and good things to someone else willingly that is cuck behavior. Bowing down to another man while he takes you shit that is cuck behavior.
But "being a cuck of your own existence because of 8th grade" or whatever racist shit you were saying about him being stupid because he is black you can stick up your racist ass and it makes zero sense to use cuck in it.
I think you are just a cuck and you saw another cuck get the beat down and it made you super butthurt....like your special night with the boy scout troupe leader in 5th grade.